All it takes is one hit on the football field, and suddenly Ashโs life doesnโt look quite the way he remembers it.
Impossible though it seems, heโs been hit into another dimensionโand keeps on bouncing through worlds that are almost-but-not-really his own.
The changes start small, but they quickly spiral out of control as Ash slides into universes where he has everything heโs ever wanted, universes where society is stuck in the pastโฆuniverses where he finds himself looking at life through entirely different eyes.
And if he isnโt careful, the world heโs learning to see more clearly could blink out of existenceโฆ
**Game Changer comes out February 9, 2021!**
Thank you Edelweiss and HarperCollins for this copy in exchange for an honest review
That basic human need for identity is, and has always been, a double-edged sword. Because the closer to our feet we draw that line in the sand, the more we see everyone else as the enemy.
I donโt have any coherent words to say, but I will do my utmost best.
Game Changer is a different kind of story than Nealโs other books, but at the same time, I totally see how it is in his wheelhouse of ideas. While I have seen other early reviewers calling it preachy and taking on too much, I think this was the authorโs way of dealing with the wreckage that was 2020. I mean, even COVID was mentioned briefly as a defining moment of history. Like, hey, remember the year everyone went into lockdown due to COVID? Yep. Not sure if Iโm ready to see this mentioned in my fictional books, but I totally understand at the same time.
We follow Ash, full name Ashley, a football lineman. I know next to nothing about football – Iโm sorry itโs not my countryโs sport? – but this isnโt a football-focused story. Itโs just the vehicle by which Ash finds himself hurtling through different dimensions of the same world if certain changes or decisions were unmade. I know, this sounds super vague but bear with me.
At first it may be a little confusing to get into. What? Different worlds? Trust me, you just got to hang in there. The changes initially start small. Just one small detail Ash notices that wasnโt the same as what he previously knew the world to be like. However, no one else in his circle of family, friends or townspeople can recall these changes. Itโs like the world never made those decisions and Ash is the only one who remembers a different reality where it existed.
I always admire Neal for his ingenuity and creative thinking. I like this take on multi dimensions. And with each dimension Ash accidentally jumps into, the larger the changes and the more drastic consequences. The interactions and events that occur in each dimensionโs timeline are still remembered in the new dimension, but with altered memories to fit the narrative of what that world looks like. Yes, itโs a bit complicated but itโs interesting once weโre there.
Now, where do the more negative reviews stem from? This book tackles A LOT of big issues. Racism and segregation, homophobia and hate crimes, sexism and emotional/physical abuse, itโs a lot to learn and take in for just one of these let alone ALL of these. I get that.
BUT I also see where the author is coming from. I donโt see it from the stance that he fully explored each topic in depth (of course he didnโt), but to showcase how imperfect our world is and what more we need to work on as a society together. Yes, sometimes you may feel called out on our own privileges and our ignorance. I think thatโs the point. Neal Shustermanโs books always make us think beyond just the story itself to what our own reality and life is like. What makes us tick. What breaks us apart. What builds us up together. Itโs the beauty of it!
I can promise you, the ending isnโt just a white-saviour complex whereby Ash, a white dude, saves everything and all is good in the world. No, the point is that there is still a lot to be done and it starts by each of us owning our own biases and figuring out what we CAN do besides just silently agreeing. The ending is hope.
I personally loved the way Neal introduced, not necessarily solved or fully addressed, each social issue we have through Ashโs eyes. I donโt feel called out by it but invigorated to learn more and do more in my life. I hope you pick up this book and feel the same. Letโs not just get defensive but let it bring us to discuss these things to learn and DO something about it.
I have been schooled in my own ignorance. Thatโs not a bad thing…Perhaps, in the end, thatโs the perspective that matters. Only by being humbled can we ever hope to be great.
Ashley Bowman
Overall Recommendation:
Game Changer is one of those books that stay long with you after its final pages are turned. Juggling many things at once, it delicately balances the need to show us the imperfections of our society and world while emphasizing the optimism and hope that we can do better as a whole together. Shusterman excellently throws these perspectives together in a story of multi dimensions through one boyโs eyes. Following Ashโs journey as he unravels his own ignorance and views of the world is eye-opening and guaranteed to shine a light on our own perspectives as we journey with him. What a read indeed!
Anna Fox lives alone, a recluse in her New York City home, unable to venture outside. She spends her day drinking wine (maybe too much), watching old movies, recalling happier times . . . and spying on her neighbors.
Then the Russells move into the house across the way: a father, a mother and their teenage son. The perfect family. But when Anna, gazing out her window one night, sees something she shouldnโt, her world begins to crumble and its shocking secrets are laid bare.
What is real? What is imagined? Who is in danger? Who is in control? In this diabolically gripping thriller, no oneโand nothingโis what it seems.
Welcome to our first buddy read at Down the Rabbit Hole! Fives and I are excited to start such a series with A.J. Finnโs explosive debut, The Woman in the Window. If you would like to see more of these kinds of reviews, please let us know in the comments below!
Breaking the book into a couple of important points, these are our individual and collective thoughts that came up as we read this book together.
Pacing and suspense build-up
Andge: While a thriller is typically typed as so by the level of intrigue and suspense the author aimed to put their audience through, not all are successful. The Woman in the Window was super slow for its first 30 or so chapters, letโs be honest. But its mundane, day-to-day details in Anna Foxโs life had a purpose that came back ten-fold, leaving me to revel at what came to be at the climax. Once details of the event Anna witnessed through her window unfolded, things just climb from there in a way that felt organic. Headings showing you the passage of time helped create a sense of urgency as we learn one new thing after the other. I would say the pacing couldnโt have been better.
Fives: I definitely agree with Andge’s sentiment here – the beginning was quite slow – although I personally don’t mind too much, I am all about that slow build suspense (the ‘just what is going on?!’ feeling). This all being said, the ramp up in tension and excitement was quick and relentless. I know for a fact that neither of us were able to put it down after the second half the book – it was painstaking for us to stop at our agreed landmarks for discussion! The short chapters were very well executed in providing this kind of steady rhythm that underlies the whole novel and provides a driving force for the suspense. Not every thriller I have read has this type of pacing, but I can say I definitely enjoyed this whole experience!
Plot elements
Andge: Any good mystery or thriller places a good amount of attention to the mundane details. They may just be there to set the scene, or in actuality, help tie together loose pieces at the end. A.J. Finn did this beautifully! I honestly flipped through pages back and forth in later scenes referencing earlier ones with exclamations of โoh wow I totally missed this!โ. Red herrings are also a thing I look out for but the level of craftsmanship in this piece of writing made it hard for me to narrow down what mattered or what was there to throw us off. This detail-oriented planning was perfect for such a book.
Fives: Having more thrillers under my belt than perhaps an average reader, I have come to expect many kinds of seemingly mundane plot points or bedazzled red herrings. That being said, A.J. Finn did a fantastic job slipping in all the inconspicuous little details mixed in with the heavy hints – this did a really good job of mixing us up! Andge and I had long discussions over the many details inserted into the plot, and what they could possibly mean in the whole scheme of the novel. I believe one of the best approaches to thrillers is the hiding of important facts in plain sight, and I can say that the author did the most fantastic job of this – only when you really stop to scrutinize the details can you really even begin to pick out some possibilities. That being said, you won’t be able to stop turning the page to think!
Characters
Andge: In my experience with mysteries, sometimes the whodunnit individual was some random character who appeared for five seconds on a singular page in chapter 10, or something. So of course I had no idea they did it! Unlike my frustrations in those stories, I loved that we got to really know a handful of main characters in this book. The Russells made up of Alistair, Jane and Ethan held an air of mystery that slowly unravelled little by little as Anna interacted with them in her limited capacity. Add in Annaโs estranged family, daughter Olivia and husband Ed, plus her handsome live-in tenant David, there were a lot of people to consider when trying to piece the bits of information Finn slowly released to us at interesting times. Were any of these people involved in something, and why?
Fives: The characters are one of the standout points in this thriller. We get so many details into each of the main characters, and there are very few throwaway characters. Everyone was there for a reason, and as you delve deeper into all the characters that show up in the book, each one leaves you wondering about their motive and secrets – the mark of a truly skilled author. The plot follows only Anna, an agoraphobe who is stuck in her house, as she looks beyond into other houses. After reading the book, I am reminded that windows are two-way – does ‘The Woman in the Window’ refer to Anna looking out through the window, or someone else being looked at?
Ending
Andge: I would never want to ruin a book such as a thriller to you. But to sum up my feelings for The Woman in the Window, I have to at least address the ending. We came up with many hypotheses over our discussions for how this story was to end, and I do mean many. What I will say is that I wasnโt disappointed which is a HUGE win in my books, and it felt like the right kind of ending to give Anna and her story.
Fives: So in the end, what happens is – – just kidding. But trust me, despite being able to predict a few things here and there (none of which we were sure still, by the way), the whole ramp up all the way to the climax and resolution was just honestly enthralling, and I don’t think there was any other way I would have wanted it. The transformation of Anna from the beginning to the end was also a marked delight, and you must go see (or rather, read) for yourself! What are you waiting for?
We hope you liked reading this buddy review! We are super excited for any subsequent releases by A.J. Finn. But most importantly, we are stoked for the upcoming Netflix adaptation of this book this year. Stay tuned for a blog post comparing our thoughts on the book with the movie ๐
Hey everyone. I know itโs been a long time and what an interesting hiatus it has been! I am happy to say that I hope to pop back around more often, but let me first say, 2020 has been one heck of a year. I know it has devastated a lot of people around the world, so let us learn to be kind to one another, share love with a stranger, and connect with those around us in whatever way we can over things we mutually love.
Since 2020 kept me home bound, I found myself with more time than usual for reading. And what an excellent year of reading it was for me! I wish I had the time to write out all the reviews for those books, but since I canโt (Iโm mostly sorry, but I suppose not really), the best ones that really stuck out to me will have to do.
I will separate each by genre category below. Even if it wasnโt a 5 bottle rating, ending up on this list meant that it left a lasting impact on me long after I turned its final pages. Which is a testament of the authorโs skill to do so in my books.
Without further ado!
Historical
Now: Sixteen-year-old Alice is spending the summer in Paris, but she isnโt there for pastries and walks along the Seine. When her grandmother passed away two months ago, she left Alice an apartment in France that no one knew existed. An apartment that has been locked for more than seventy years. Alice is determined to find out why the apartment was abandoned and why her grandmother never once mentioned the family she left behind when she moved to America after World War II. With the help of Paul, a charming Parisian student, she sets out to uncover the truth. However, the more time she spends digging through the mysteries of the past, the more she realizes there are secrets in the present that her family is still refusing to talk about. Then: Sixteen-year-old Adalyn doesnโt recognize Paris anymore. Everywhere she looks, there are Nazis, and every day brings a new horror of life under the Occupation. When she meets Luc, the dashing and enigmatic leader of a resistance group, Adalyn feels she finally has a chance to fight back. But keeping up the appearance of being a much-admired socialite while working to undermine the Nazis is more complicated than she could have imagined. As the war goes on, Adalyn finds herself having to make more and more compromisesโto her safety, to her reputation, and to her relationships with the people she loves the most.
Rating: 5/5 Drink Me Potions
While it can also be classified as a contemporary, I loved the historical atmosphere and story more than current day events. Unearthing the mystery of Adalyn was beautiful and heart wrenching at the same time. I couldnโt stop raving about it! Jordyn Taylorโs debut was gorgeously written and perfect for dragging me to an era where lockdown in Nazi Occupation France was maybe even scarier than it is today (but still an escape from our reality at least!).
Contemporary
A fresh, irresistible rom-com from debut author Emma Lord about the chances we take, the paths life can lead us on, and how love can be found in the opposite place you expected.
Meet Pepper, swim team captain, chronic overachiever, and all-around perfectionist. Her family may be falling apart, but their massive fast-food chain is booming โ mainly thanks to Pepper, who is barely managing to juggle real life while secretly running Big League Burgerโs massive Twitter account.
Enter Jack, class clown and constant thorn in Pepperโs side. When he isnโt trying to duck out of his obscenely popular twinโs shadow, heโs busy working in his familyโs deli. His relationship with the business that holds his future might be love/hate, but when Big League Burger steals his grandmaโs iconic grilled cheese recipe, heโll do whatever it takes to take them down, one tweet at a time.
Allโs fair in love and cheese โ that is, until Pepper and Jackโs spat turns into a viral Twitter war. Little do they know, while theyโre publicly duking it out with snarky memes and retweet battles, theyโre also falling for each other in real life โ on an anonymous chat app Jack built.
As their relationship deepens and their online shenanigans escalate โ people on the internet are shipping them?? โ their battle gets more and more personal, until even these two rivals canโt ignore they were destined for the most unexpected, awkward, all-the-feels romance that neither of them expected.
Rating: 4/5 Drink Me Potions
What a winner this was! I couldnโt put it down (even during work hours – sorry, not sorry). Pepper and Jackโs (ship name PepperJack omg!) online flirtations and real life battles were messy, cute, and just the thing to take me away from reality. Frankly, this was the kind of reality I wished I was living instead. The sneakiness of both protagonists, especially through Twitter memes, and general life lessons both teens learned in family, love and war were absolute PERFECT escapism. What a wonderful debut by Emma Lord!
Henri โHaltiโ Haltiwanger can charm just about anyone. He is a star debater and popular student at the prestigious FATE academy, the dutiful first-generation Haitian son, and the trusted dog walker for his wealthy New York City neighbors. But his easy smiles mask a burning ambition to attend his dream college, Columbia University.
There is only one person who seems immune to Henriโs charms: his โintenseโ classmate and neighbor Corinne Troy. When she uncovers Henriโs less-than-honest dog-walking scheme, she blackmails him into helping her change her image at school. Henri agrees, seeing a potential upside for himself.
Soon what started as a mutual hustle turns into something more surprising than either of them ever bargained for. . . .
This is a sharply funny and insightful novel about the countless hustles we have to keep from doing the hardest thing: being ourselves.
Rating: 4/5 Drink Me Potions
In a year full of divides, particularly racial divides, exploring books with POC and just generally being more open to othersโ experiences is not only a must, but a blessing to be able to do. Learning to listen and see how others experience life was definitely found in Ben Philippeโs Charming as a Verb. The first-generation immigrant child experience in a big city with the pressures to succeed for their parents is something I understand, and I love how it was described here! Peep the Canadian reference in there and I was falling in love! Snarky characters plus incredibly real teenage experiences depicted helped me see and be a more empathetic person to everyone around me, especially to my Black brothers and sisters out there.
High school senior Keely Collins takes on firsts, lasts, and everything in between in this sweet, sex-positive rom-com for fans of Meg Cabot and Jenny Han.
It seemed like a good plan at first.
When the only other virgin in her group of friends loses it at Keely’s own eighteenth birthday party, she’s inspired to take things into her own hands. She wants to have that experience too (well, not exactly like that–but with someone she trusts and actually likes), so she’s going to need to find the guy, and fast. Problem is, she’s known all the boys in her small high school forever, and it’s kinda hard to be into a guy when you watched him eat crayons in kindergarten.
So she can’t believe her luck when she meets a ridiculously hot new guy named Dean. Not only does he look like he’s fallen out of a classic movie poster, but he drives a motorcycle, flirts with ease, and might actually be into her.
But Dean’s already in college, and Keely is convinced he’ll drop her if he finds out how inexperienced she is. That’s when she talks herself into a new plan: her lifelong best friend, Andrew, would never hurt or betray her, and he’s clearly been with enough girls that he can show her the ropes before she goes all the way with Dean. Of course, the plan only works if Andrew and Keely stay friends–just friends–so things are about to get complicated.
Cameron Lund’s delightful debut is a hilarious and heartfelt story of first loves, first friends, and first times–and how making them your own is all that really matters.
Rating: 3.5/5 Drink Me Potions
Iโm a sucker for friends-to-lovers trope, especially best friends. While there were some things I didnโt love, including the slowness in reaching said angst and trope, this was all the makings of a true guilty pleasure read so Iโm proud to say that this book stuck out for me. Itโs not super serious but mostly fun. Keely learns more about what she wants, who she is and what she is worth (virgin or not), and Iโm all for that.
Fantasy
Galaxy โAlexโ Stern is the most unlikely member of Yaleโs freshman class. Raised in the Los Angeles hinterlands by a hippie mom, Alex dropped out of school early and into a world of shady drug dealer boyfriends, dead-end jobs, and much, much worse. By age twenty, in fact, she is the sole survivor of a horrific, unsolved multiple homicide. Some might say sheโs thrown her life away. But at her hospital bed, Alex is offered a second chance: to attend one of the worldโs most elite universities on a full ride. Whatโs the catch, and why her?
Still searching for answers to this herself, Alex arrives in New Haven tasked by her mysterious benefactors with monitoring the activities of Yaleโs secret societies. These eight windowless โtombsโ are well-known to be haunts of the future rich and powerful, from high-ranking politicos to Wall Street and Hollywoodโs biggest players. But their occult activities are revealed to be more sinister and more extraordinary than any paranoid imagination might conceive.
Rating: 4.5/5 Drink Me Potions
No introduction is needed here, but this was by far the best YA to adult transition book Iโve read yet (Iโm looking at you, SJM). I loved the intrigue around Darlingtonโs disappearance, and the information never felt like an overwhelming tidal wave hitting me all at once. Pieces came together nicely over time and set a wonderful foundation for this world of dark magic on Yale campus. I almost didnโt want to leave it, and am highly anticipating the sequel!
Bone Criers have a sacred duty. They alone can keep the dead from preying on the living. But their power to ferry the spirits of the dead into goddess Elaraโs Night Heavens or Tyrusโs Underworld comes from sacrifice. The gods demand a promise of dedication. And that promise comes at the cost of the Bone Criersโ one true love.
Ailesse has been prepared since birth to become the matriarch of the Bone Criers, a mysterious famille of women who use strengths drawn from animal bones to ferry dead souls. But first she must complete her rite of passage and kill the boy sheโs also destined to love.
Bastienโs father was slain by a Bone Crier and heโs been seeking revenge ever since. Yet when he finally captures one, his vengeance will have to wait. Ailesseโs ritual has begun and now their fates are entwinedโin life and in death.
Sabine has never had the stomach for the Bone Criersโ work. But when her best friend Ailesse is taken captive, Sabine will do whatever it takes to save her, even if it means defying their traditionsโand their matriarchโto break the bond between Ailesse and Bastien. Before they all die.
Rating: 5/5 Drink Me Potions
A unique world of ladies capturing their men on bridges and honing their skills through the animal bones they kill and keep, this was a different YA fantasy than Kathryn Purdieโs other works and I was surprisingly captured by it. With different POVs from the pair of best friends whose lives were forever altered when they encounter the wrong (or right?) man on the bridge, this fun and heartwarming story definitely drew my imagination into the depths of its pages.
Mystery
Milly, Aubrey, and Jonah Story are cousins, but they barely know each another, and they’ve never even met their grandmother. Rich and reclusive, she disinherited their parents before they were born. So when they each receive a letter inviting them to work at her island resort for the summer, they’re surprised… and curious.
Their parents are all clear on one pointโnot going is not an option. This could be the opportunity to get back into Grandmother’s good graces. But when the cousins arrive on the island, it’s immediately clear that she has different plans for them. And the longer they stay, the more they realize how mysteriousโand darkโtheir family’s past is.
The entire Story family has secrets. Whatever pulled them apart years ago isn’t overโand this summer, the cousins will learn everything.
Rating: 4.5/5 Drink Me Potions
One of my last reads of 2020, this latest mystery from Karen M. McManus didnโt disappoint. I loved the 3 Story cousins and their individual crazy home life. They each came to the island for their own reasons (and their own parentsโ pressures) and were thrown into the web of secrets they cumulatively brought. The pace was great (in fact, I wish the book was a little longer), and by the end, I wished I could meet these Storys because I felt like I knew them. A different kind of twisty end than I expected from McManus, but it still delighted me with a couple of curveballs.
Contemporaries definitely won the lot in 2020, but maybe because a dose of rom-com felt better than dark fantasies or super intense narratives in a year where people may want to forget themselves and live someone elseโs lives for a while.
I donโt know what this year may bring, but what I do know is that weโre still all in this together. Let us not forget that and continue holding onto hope and love.
In the meantime, I will try to update you with more fun reviews or things Iโm looking forward to this year. Hope you are having a good 2021 so far!