Tag: people of colour

3.5 star, YA

ARC Review: All the Way Around the Sun by Xixi Tian

Andge @ Down the Rabbit Hole

From the acclaimed author of This Place is Still Beautiful comes an evocative, achingly romantic road trip story about grief, diasporic identities, and deep-buried secrets that haunt us, perfect for fans of Past Lives and The Farewell.

Stella Chen’s life ground to a halt when her brother unexpectedly passed away a year ago. Raised together by their grandmother in the Chinese countryside before rejoining their parents in the United States, his absence destroys the connective tissue in her family. With another jarring move her senior year, from rural Illinois to unfamiliar surroundings in San Diego, she is left alone and adrift in her family’s suffocating silence and the void of unanswered questions around her brother’s death.

So when Stella’s parents force her to join her estranged childhood friend Alan Zhao for a college tour all over California, Stella dreads it. Alan is a reminder of everything Stella wishes she could be — popular, gregarious, unburdened — and a reminder of how lost she is.

As this road trip takes Stella and Alan down beautiful coastlines and through fraught family dynamics, Stella can’t help but feel the spark of why she and Alan were once so close. Before long, they find themselves pulled into each other’s orbits, forcing unspoken feelings and long-hidden truths into the light.

Thank you to Books Forward for this copy. All quotes are subject to change.

I tell you that we are the only two people in the world who have lived the same lives. The same memories growing up. The same arc. We flew over the sea together, you and I. I think this must mean that even though you are gone, I carry the parts of you onward.

One thing I have come to enjoy about Xixi Tian’s writing is the way she interweaves the Chinese immigrant experiences into her characters’ lives. While it may not be everyone’s exact experiences, including my own, the heart of our people’s collective struggles is there and that is something I find truly powerful to see in an English novel where only a decade ago it would not have been a story easily shared for the masses.

All the Way Around the Sun features themes of grief and finding one’s way through life after momentous changes. Told from Stella’s perspective several months after her older brother had passed away in college, I thought the best part of this book was the slow unfolding of her and her brother Sam’s story. As children they had grown up in China with their grandmother while their parents had come to America to make money first so they could give their kids a better life before bringing them over. I know these are the experiences of some Chinese immigrants and I cannot imagine the depth of hardship it would be for the parents to sacrifice time with their children during momentous milestones in their youth, but also for the children to uproot their childhood into a foreign place with people that are family but also strangers.

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5 star, adult, nonfiction

ARC Review: Kinda Korean: Stories from an American Life by Joan Sung

Andge @ Down the Rabbit Hole

For fans of Michelle Zauner’s Crying in H-Mart and Cathy Park Hong’s Minor Feelings comes a coming-of-age memoir about a daughter of immigrants discovering her Korean American identity while finding it in her heart to forgive her Tiger Mom. 

In this courageous memoir of parental love, intergenerational trauma, and perseverance, Joan Sung breaks the generational silence that curses her family. By intentionally overcoming the stereotype that all Asians are quiet, Sung tells her stories of coming-of-age with a Tiger Mom who did not understand American society. 

Torn between her two identities as a Korean woman and a first generation American, Sung bares her struggles in an honest and bare confessional. Sifting through her experiences with microaggressions to the over fetishization of Asian women, Sung connects the COVID pandemic with the decades of violence and racism experienced by Asian American communities.

**Kinda Korean: Stories from an American Life comes out February 25, 2025**

CW: sexual assault

Thank you to Sparkpoint Studio for this copy in exchange for an honest review. Note: all quotes are subject to change.

Where shall I begin? I’ve been on hiatus for a long while, barely reading anything last year. So it definitely takes a truly remarkable book to draw me back out of my non-reading shell. And Kinda Korean was the right book to come back into my life at the start of this new year.

Whenever I read a memoir, I struggle with how to rate it, let alone review it. This is someone’s story. Who am I to tell them if their story is “good” or not? Perhaps some people may think certain people’s lives are more worth chronicling, such as your favourite celebrity or a revered leader on the global stage, but don’t we also need to hear stories from the every day person? The kind of person that we can relate to?

This is what makes Joan’s story one that bowled me over in the best way possible, and I hope it’s one that does the same for many others out there. I’ll try to put all my thoughts down in a coherent way. This was not a book for my brain to simply appreciate; it was very much a book that saw into my heart.

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5 star, YA

ARC Review: ASAP by Axie Oh

Andge @ Down the Rabbit Hole

New York Times bestselling author Axie Oh’s ASAP is the much anticipated companion novel to beloved romance XOXO, following fan favorites Sori, the wealthy daughter of a K-pop company owner, and Nathaniel, her K-pop star ex-boyfriend, in a swoon-worthy second chance love story.

Sori has worked her whole life to become a K-pop idol, until she realizes she doesn’t want a life forever in the spotlight. But that’s not actually up to Sori—she’s caught between her exacting mother’s entertainment company and her father’s presidential aspirations. And as the pressure to keep her flawless public image grows, the last person she should be thinking about is her ex-boyfriend.

Nathaniel is off limits—she knows this. A member of one of the biggest K-pop bands in the world and forbidden from dating, he isn’t any more of an option now than he was two years ago. Still, she can’t forget that their whirlwind romance was the last time she remembers being really happy. Or that his family welcomed her into their home when she needed it most. . . .

So when Nathaniel finds himself rocked by scandal, Sori offers him a hideaway with her. And back in close quarters, it’s hard to deny their old feelings. But when Sori gets an opportunity to break free from her parent’s expectations, she will have to decide: Is her future worth sacrificing for a second chance at love?

Overall Recommendation:

ASAP is finally Sori and Nathaniel’s story that takes the elements I loved about XOXO and supplements in different ways that makes this a different experience while being everything I wanted. Another forbidden romance but this time with the baggage of a past history, the angst and chemistry between these two were real since the first day we met them in the previous book. While it can be read and loved as a standalone, I enjoyed seeing familiar faces in the XOXO group and a different side of the K-pop industry. Brilliant in its characterizations and emotionally heartbreaking, this was the perfect romance read that kept me entertained to the last page.

Publication Date: February 6, 2024

Diving headlong back into the glamorous world of K-pop and the XOXO group, fan-favourite characters (that included me!) Sori and Nathaniel are thrown back together again after graduating high school and somewhat putting their romantic history behind them. After all, their last foray into the non-platonic feelings almost brought a scandal for Nathaniel’s idol group XOXO just shortly after they debuted. It seems the world is just against them from being together.

I love a well-done forbidden romance as much as the next person, and Axie Oh just has a way of seeing into my heart and knowing which heartstrings to pull when she writes these romances. Sori and Nathaniel were so well written as characters that they felt like real people. Their chemistry was evident even when they were first introduced in XOXO but it was magnified in this book as we focus on their history and present.

Getting to know Sori was one of my favourite parts of the book. She is so much more than meets the eye. Her relationship with her mother, the CEO of an entertainment group, and her rocky relationship with her father made her such an empathetic character. The deep dive into another side of the K-pop industry was so much fun. Not only the music side, I loved seeing the preparation of groups before their debut and the variety shows they go on to make themselves known to their audience. As a K-pop fan, this made the story even more entertaining and real. Axie really drew me in with her depictions of this world.

For fans of the companion book, I’m so glad the boys of XOXO all made appearances that go beyond cameos. I think the biggest surprise was getting to see more of Sun who seemed to be more elusive in book 1 as he had already completed high school by that point. I honestly hope we get a book for each of the boys. *fingers crossed*. And for fans of Jenny and Jaewoo, they also make appearances so this book has a little treat for everybody!

Honestly, I can go on with my gushing, but this book (and series) is a love letter to those who love the K-pop world. It’s fun, fast paced and filled with emotional story arcs. ASAP follows in this same vein and doesn’t disappoint, even with the high standards I had for it. I urge you to go out and find a copy for yourself!

Thank you Netgalley and the publisher for this copy in exchange for an honest review