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Review: Before She Ignites by Jodi Meadows

Series: Fallen Isles Trilogy #1

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Mira Minkoba is the Hopebearer. Since the day she was born, she’s been told she’s special. Important. Perfect. She’s known across the Fallen Isles not just for her beauty, but for the Mira Treaty named after her, a peace agreement which united the seven islands against their enemies on the mainland.

But Mira has never felt as perfect as everyone says. She counts compulsively. She struggles with crippling anxiety. And she’s far too interested in dragons for a girl of her station.

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Then Mira discovers an explosive secret that challenges everything she and the Treaty stand for. Betrayed by the very people she spent her life serving, Mira is sentenced to the Pit–the deadliest prison in the Fallen Isles. There, a cruel guard would do anything to discover the secret she would die to protect.

No longer beholden to those who betrayed her, Mira must learn to survive on her own and unearth the dark truths about the Fallen Isles–and herself–before her very world begins to collapse.


3 Drink Me Potions


**Before She Ignites comes out September 12, 2017**

Thank you Edelweiss and HarperCollins for this copy in exchange for an honest review

What can I truly say about this novel, hmm? I know there are several factors that have gotten everyone excited. Dragons being namely the biggest one. In a world post-Game of Thrones popularity, dragons are a wonderful thing to have in a story. But does this do it justice? Or the rest of the story, for that matter?

Here’s what I liked and disliked about Before She Ignites.

LIKES:

–There was a lot of interesting worldbuilding going on, although it came together very slowly. The 7 islands and their corresponding gods that ultimately belonged to a larger story of creation. I loved that although each island followed and portrayed the traits of their particular god, each Book of rules that they followed ultimately reflected similar beliefs and values. I’ve become pretty invested in how each island looks on situations differently, and how they may hopefully come to see each other from the other’s perspective.

–The amazing morals of equality, both by race and by gender.
At the heart of this book is a fight for equality among all the islanders, without one group being lowered compared to all the rest. Our protagonist, Mira, really stood up for the Treaty she was named for and that she believed wholeheartedly where peace and equality could be found among everyone.

-That brings me to the growth of Mira.
It was slow and steady, but it did progress over time. She was a little naive and definitely unlearned in trials of hardship when she first was thrown into prison. I always love a good story that tests and allows the protagonist to find out just what she is made of. I’m glad to say that Jodi Meadows really honed in on this as Mira had so many difficult choices to make throughout the book.

–The intrigue and mystery of what had brought Mira to the prisons in the first place.
She was the face of the Mira Treaty that provided new rules for peace among the islands. She was basically a political figure (without having all the power of one since there was a council acting behind her), so the downfall into a prisoner definitely played a major part in keeping me with this book, even with all the dislikes (SEE BELOW).
Plus, a good secret always got my blood tingling and makes me ridiculously stubborn in figuring it out.

–Here it is, of course, the dragons are a plus.
Getting to read about how dragons were revered as children of the gods and were kept safe in sanctuaries to preserve them from extinction was a lot of fun. I think Meadows had a lot of fun with it, creating different Latin names for the various species and their particular abilities and features. I think she should make a glossary at the back to make it even more clear and enjoyable for all the dragon fans out there, but otherwise, I was impressed enough with the amount of detail provided here.

DISLIKES:

-The slowness. Moving at like a glacier’s pace.
I’m not kidding. By 50% of the book, I was wondering if Mira was ever going to see the outside of her prison walls. I truly thought that this book would probably just be in this one setting: the darkest prison of all the islands.
The only action took place when she was being tormented by her rival, aka a guard who seemed to have taken a particular interest in Mira’s secret. Otherwise, it was pages of what should I do? and let’s mimic the girl in the dungeon across from me in her cell exercises. It was frankly tiring at times and I wished for a change in scenery (besides the BEFORE flashbacks that occur between chapters).

-A romance with Aaru?
I put this in the dislikes simply because I’m uncertain if there is one? I think it’s hinted but it’s hard to tell as Aaru is from the island of Idris, known for being silent. Their secret coded language (aka like the Morse code) was cool enough, I suppose, but at this rate it seems their relationship is rather cool and on level with a good friendship. Who knows? I may start cheering for something to happen with her bestie and personal guard, Hristo. Since nothing literally fired up my heart between any of the characters.
And that would have at least made things more exciting.

I’m not sure how to sum up my feelings, even after finishing this novel for a while now. Before She Ignites has its merits and I can plainly see that book two is being set up for great things. It’s just getting through the foundational stuff here that can be slow and somewhat confusing at times as the pieces slowly start to fall into place. I regrettably say that I have mixed feelings about the book.

Overall Recommendation:
Before She Ignites really lays it on with the world building and its secrets. Jodi Meadows holds these secrets close to her chest as we slowly figure out what has brought upon the downfall of beloved political figure, Mira. The suspense is slow in simmering, and the pace can feel utterly exhausting at times, but as secrets start unfolding and the bits of action occur, there are wondrous things that this book could do to me. If you can last through the slow layout of the core foundations to this world building, I believe this book could truly astound with a protagonist who learned more about who she is and what her role is among her beloved islands. Before She Ignites has the potential to blow us away – especially in book 2.

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Summer ’17 Haul

It seems summer has only just come, yet the turning of the weather and the little bite in the early morning breeze tells me that this season is already turning a corner. Where has the time gone exactly? That’s what I find myself asking.

For the erratic posting this summer, I apologize to you all. First full-length summer job, school, and vacation always seem to take priority. But alas, I have not forgotten what I love to do, and where I love to share it: here on this blog.

Reviews are coming your way soon, but first, the long-awaited haul of books I’ve collected over the span of these summer months.

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The eclectic bunch of books you see above has something of interest for anyone.


-Beginning with CONTEMPORARY lovers:

Jennifer E. Smith always has something to offer in this genre with her fun dialogues and sometimes surprising endings as her characters struggle to come to momentous decisions about love and life. Both Windfall and Hello, Goodbye, and Everything in Between sound like it fits the bill of her other fun novels with bigger names that you may have heard of (The Statistical Probability of Love at First Sight, The Geography of You and Me).

Other big name authors I’ve adored includes Meg Cabot, author of numerous books including the Princess Diaries and the Mediator series. I’m a hugeeee fan of her work *totally fangirling here* and am stoked to have added her latest (and surprising) addition to the Mediator series, Remembrance. If you love a protagonist with a strong and hilarious voice, on-your-toes mystery with a comical twist and a not-so-dead-but-still-SOOOO-hot boyfriend-ghost, then this one’s for you.

Last but not least, this isn’t to forget Meg Leder’s The Museum of Heartbreak. I have heard great things about this one so I’ll be sure to let you know how my pickiness with contemporary romances fare with it. *fingers crossed*


-My favourite genre, FANTASY & SCI-FI, holds its own here:

I’ve personally met Kelley Armstrong once at an event and signing and have been her fan for a long time. All her stories feature young women who are unforgettable whether they’re part of YA or not. Sea of Shadows start a new series I am excited to dive into with an eerie atmospheric world from its synopsis and two sisters who care very much for each other.

The second book in a series that started with The Scorpion Rules, The Swan Rider hopefully lives up to its potential in a semi-realistic world of terrifyingly brilliant AIs. I have yet to post the review for the first book, but you can be sure to find it as soon as I finish its sequel. Does this synopsis in any way remind you of something Amie Kaufman would write? Hmm? Anyone?

And of course, there’s Geekerella. Do I even need to explain the masterpiece that is that book? I may be biased (I’m a huge geek + a huge fan of Cinderella) but nothing does the Cinderella story justice than this unique spin in a true sci-fi geek fandom world.


–HP WORLD:

Harry gets his own category. ‘Cause he’s Harry and he’s special. In tune with the 20th anniversary of this first HP book, I’ve bought myself a Hufflepuff book (’cause that’s where the Sorting Hat placed me). I’m proud of my colours and if you wanna tear us down…well, we’ll have to see if I have some Slytherin in me as well.


-There’s a COOKBOOK???

I like to fancy myself a cook in my spare time (who am I kidding – that’s almost nonexistent). But in the nights I find myself a little peckish for something more complex than pasta with pre-made sauce, I love trying new recipes on my family and boyfriend.

Date Night In seems to make a fun way of enjoying some quality time (which is rare among work and school) with loved ones while also getting a decent meal out of it. Sounds like a winner to me. Who knows, if I manage to put together some quality meals consistently, this blog may start featuring food….

Or not.

Books are more delicious right?


-And something completely different….there’s a NON-FICTION BIOGRAPHY

Get your tissues ready ’cause When Breath Becomes Air is something all right. Besides the raving reviews everywhere and personal recommendations sent to me, it takes a lot to get me to read non-fictional biographies. Never thought of myself as the type.

But here it is. A book that defies even the most anti-biography-readers out there.

A story of a young doctor diagnosed with stave IV lung cancer. It’s poignant, sad, and takes a hard look at what it means to live in the last days of someone who had so much left to live for.

Or so I’ve heard. I hope to finish this one soon and let you know all about what the good doctor had to say. I hate crying while reading, but I think this one just may tip me over.


So that’s the end of this haul. I hope you enjoyed it!

Let me know what you’ve read/bought this summer that made you happy or sad. Or even better, what is on your to-read list right now? Are any of the books above mutually on your list too?

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Review: The Secret History of Us by Jessi Kirby

the secret history of us -jessi kirbyGorgeously written and emotionally charged, The Secret History of Us explores the difficult journey of a teenage girl who must piece her life together after losing her memory in a near-fatal accident.

When Olivia awakes in a hospital bed following a car accident that almost took her life, she can’t remember the details about how she got there. She figures the fog is just a symptom of being in a week-long coma, but as time goes on, she realizes she’s lost more than just the last several days of her life—she’s lost her memory of the last four years. Gone is any recollection of starting or graduating high school; the prom; or her steady boyfriend Matt. Trying to figure out who she is feels impossible when everyone keeps telling her who she was.

As Liv tries to block out what her family and friends say about who she used to be, the one person she hasn’t heard enough from is Walker, the guy who saved her the night her car was knocked off that bridge into the bay below. Walker is the hardened boy who’s been keeping his distance—and the only person Olivia inexplicably feels herself with. With her feelings growing for Walker, tensions rising with Matt, and secrets she can’t help but feel are being kept from her, Olivia must find her place in a life she doesn’t remember living.


3.5 Drink Me Potions


**The Secret History of Us came out August 1, 2017**

Thank you Edelweiss and HarperCollins for this copy in exchange for an honest review

A heartfelt and fast-paced read, The Secret History of Us had me guessing along with Liv as she tried piecing her life back together without her memories. I’ve enjoyed many of Jessi Kirby’s previous books for their grit and ability to make readers think about the deeper questions in life, and likewise this one has been another interesting novel to ponder over.

What if you lost 4-5 years of your life’s memories? Do those experiences shape who we are today or is there something about you intrinsically that defines you?

The emotional journey Liv takes captured me. How loved ones who have your best interests at heart may still want to define you in a way that they think is best. How some relationships may come out of a single moment that might not be reformed in the same way again. These were things plaguing our protagonist and I’m glad that it was the focus of the book.

Relationships were a huge deal too. I liked that her family wasn’t your typical dysfunctional group, but your average American family with 2.5 kids. The family dynamic was still real as they too dealt with the loss of those years almost as personally as Liv did. The exploration of changing friendships such as with middle school besties was also interesting and posed the real question about how one can lose people without really intending for that to happen.

But the highlight of this story was on finding ones identity. Whether that be with what Liv loved to do or the guy she was dating, what made her her? The romantic aspect was present as she couldn’t remember her boyfriend, and there seemed to be a new love interesting forming, but this added to everything else the book was exploring. Can we find our way back to someone we fell for without the relationship history there?

It’s so hard to explain still, but the feelings and emotions reading Liv’s story was truly thought provoking. The only thing that could be improved was the length. Everything happened quite fast and organically, but I kind of wish that the ending was developed more. The romance with Walker was almost non-existent. Honestly, I would’ve been fine if she had decided she needed some quality time alone and single in order to better find herself again.

Whatever it may have lacked near the end, the journey throughout the rest of the book was quick and deep. Jessi Kirby is a master of producing stories that tug at my heartstrings with her almost-lyrical prose and expertly weaved plot that makes the romantic in me sigh.

Overall Recommendation:
The Secret History of Us was a compelling story that I flew through, a story about a girl finding out who she was again. Liv had lost 4 years of her life’s memories, crucial years in high school where so many things had shaped her into the young woman she was. Forgetting both people whom she loved and how she lost a best friend, the emotional journey she takes in figuring out what made her her was poignant and heartfelt. Though the story was a little short and the ending could’ve been developed more, Jessi Kirby makes another thought provoking book, and I’m still a huge fan of hers.


Reading this book made me really think. And the below is a question I’d like to pose to you too.

What events in your life do you think defines who you are? What if you one day lost them? Would you still be you?