2.5 star, YA

Review: Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow by Gabrielle Zevin

In this exhilarating novel, two friends–often in love, but never lovers–come together as creative partners in the world of video game design, where success brings them fame, joy, tragedy, duplicity, and, ultimately, a kind of immortality.

On a bitter-cold day, in the December of his junior year at Harvard, Sam Masur exits a subway car and sees, amid the hordes of people waiting on the platform, Sadie Green. He calls her name. For a moment, she pretends she hasn’t heard him, but then, she turns, and a game begins: a legendary collaboration that will launch them to stardom. These friends, intimates since childhood, borrow money, beg favors, and, before even graduating college, they have created their first blockbuster, Ichigo. Overnight, the world is theirs. Not even twenty-five years old, Sam and Sadie are brilliant, successful, and rich, but these qualities won’t protect them from their own creative ambitions or the betrayals of their hearts.

Spanning thirty years, from Cambridge, Massachusetts, to Venice Beach, California, and lands in between and far beyond, Gabrielle Zevin’s Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow is a dazzling and intricately imagined novel that examines the multifarious nature of identity, disability, failure, the redemptive possibilities in play, and above all, our need to connect: to be loved and to love. Yes, it is a love story, but it is not one you have read before.



This was another one I read for my bookclub, and was on someone else’s suggestion. Needless to say, it was not my favourite, though I believe it was for a couple of reasons. The premise is certainly interesting though, and ultimately I still had no trouble finishing the book.

Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow revolves around two main protagonists, Sam and Sadie, who have a long history together even from when they were kids. They were both obsessed with video games and end up going to school together and making excellent games. They have their share of qualms and squabbles too, and the story is about their individual journeys through life as they navigate success, failures, disabilities, and hard relationships.

Ultimately I just couldn’t like any character in this book, particularly the two main leads. The way they act is just completely toxic, and even if that is a part of the book, it just left a particularly bad taste in my mouth the entire time. And there’s a lot of it. A lot. The maturity was almost non-existent (though possibly explainable), but this did not really help. It is not necessary to like or love every character in a book, but it’s just easier to follow a book when you have someone you’re rooting for or at least appreciate. I just didn’t really get that from this book, so honestly it wasn’t the most fun from that perspectives.

The plot was interesting at times, and there are times where there are unique executions of the plot, which I appreciated. However, overall the story did not feel coherent enough, and the characters didn’t seem to grow even as they started making their second, third, or fourth games together. The same problems always came back up, and never dealt with it better. The “relationships” also had me frustrated, as I felt like it could really have been explored differently, yet eventually it just felt like it fell back into the same old tropes. This may again just be a personal preference, but I was really expecting more from this in terms of the relationship as well.

I would say I enjoyed the last…20โ€“25% of the book, when I feel like there was finally some character development and some tense moments that weren’t just dealt with badly. So there was a redeeming feature for me for sure. However, if you perhaps relate to some of the characters more, that may also help the rest of the plot. There were also some awkward time skips throughout, flashbacks and flashforwards that came out of nowhere that I felt were more disorienting than helpful. The premise of making video games and actually going through the whole process of selling and designing what the public wants is super interesting though, so if you’re interested in that, I would still recommend this book. I just wouldn’t hold my breath about the other aspects.

Overall Recommendations

Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow is about two lifelong friends who grow up and eventually make successful video games together. Games are fickle creatures though, and the public can love one and hate another. Relationships strain as they try to navigate their career and successes and the diverging paths in life. The video game-making element is super interesting, and there is a decent amount of exploration into this topic if you are interested in it! However, I’d warn against reading it for anything much beyond that.

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Anticipated Books Coming August 2023

I can’t believe it’s August already. Truly the summer flew by so quickly and it’s almost that back-to-school season again! As usual we have our list of anticipated reads for you to look out for this month. I have attached the goodreads links for your convenience. Lots of spooky and magical titles it seems this month, and some very aesthetic covers. Wish I had the time to read all of these for sure. Now let’s take a look at that line up!

August 1

The Boy You Always Wanted by Michelle Quach (ARC Review here)
The Roommate Pact by Allison Ashley
Bring Me Your Midnight by Rachel Griffin
The Narrow by Kate Alice Marshall
With Love, from Cold World by Alicia Thompson
Zhara by S. Jae-Jones

August 22

Foxglove (Belladonna #2) by Adalyn Grace

August 29

House of Marionne by J. Elle
The Brothers Hawthorne by Jennifer Lynn Barnes
A Multitude of Dreams by Mara Rutherford
Reign by Katharine McGee
Together We Rot by Skyla Arndt
A Tall Dark Trouble by Vanessa Montalban


And that’s a wrap! What are you all excited for? Let us know in the comments below!

2.5 star, YA

ARC Review: The Boy You Always Wanted by Michelle Quach

Francine always has a plan. Ollie wants no part of it.

Francine loves her grandfather, but their time together is running out. He has one final wish: to see a male heir carry on the family traditions. Francine knows his ideas are outdated, but she would do anything for him. Her solution? Ask Ollie Tran, a family friend (and former crush, not that it matters), to pretend to be ceremonially adopted and act like the grandson A Gลซng never had.

Ollie generally avoids the odd, too blunt (and fine, sort of cute) Francine, whose intensity makes him uncomfortable. So when she asks him to help deceive her dying grandpa, Ollieโ€™s not down. He doesnโ€™t get why anyone would go to such lengths, even for family. Especially with a backwards (and sexist, Ollie keeps stressing) scheme like this.

Francine, however, is determined to make it happen, and soon Ollie finds himself more invested in her planโ€”and in herโ€”than he ever thought possible. But as the tangled lies and feelings pile up, Francine must discover what exactly she needs for herselfโ€”and from Ollie. Because sometimes the boy you always wanted isnโ€™t what you expected.



Overall Recommendation:

With deep insight into family responsibilities in an Asian household, The Boy You Always Wanted poses the question of love for our family members while struggling with cultural viewpoints that are outdated in todayโ€™s society. I find this read was particularly impacting because I 100% relate to the premise, however, for those who arenโ€™t Asian or their families are not like this, the story can still be fun with the cultural elements an insight into the workings of the Asian diaspora.

**The Boy You Always Wanted comes out August 1, 2023**

Thank you Edelweiss and the publisher for this copy in exchange for an honest review

When it comes to Asian representation in YA, you know Iโ€™m there. The premise of The Boy You Always Wanted hit close to home for myself and the author, and perhaps many of us who know what it feels like to be a girl in a culture where itโ€™s seen as secondary.

Francineโ€™s grandpa is dying but to deal with the grief of impending loss, she wants to make him feel at peace with what heโ€™s leaving behind. I really loved this aspect of the story. I felt seen in this book, navigating Asian experiences in a modern world. While I understand people may come into this book with expectations of sexism resolved and people standing up for themselves, itโ€™s not always quite so simple.

For the author and myself and any of you who knows what it feels like to be seen as less than in this way, the resolution isnโ€™t something that may be present in the lifetime of those we love. I appreciated how Michelle asked that question throughout: how do we reconcile our deep love for our family members with the sexist and outdated views they carry in this modern society? I see it in myself sometimes as the granddaughter next to my younger brother. I see it in my motherโ€™s family, to have 5 kids just so grandpa can ensure there is a son born into the line. I see it in my fatherโ€™s family, where Iโ€™m treated slightly better as my fatherโ€™s daughter than my cousin as my auntโ€™s daughter. How do I balance the love I have for my grandparents and the love I know they have for me even though certain comments donโ€™t sit well? Thereโ€™s no easy answer, and for that I appreciate it wasnโ€™t just brushed aside so easily with a fix-all solution. Sometimes, there really is none. We can only hope to do better by teaching the next generation better.

That being said, while I loved the cultural aspects and deeper thought behind the story, everything else was not as great. I couldnโ€™t get behind Ollieโ€™s extremely dislikable character. He was awful to Francine, up front and in his thoughts since we get his POV. His redemption wasnโ€™t enough, especially with how rushed the romance felt on his part. He wasnโ€™t a terrible person as he did do his best to play the male heir part for Francineโ€™s grandpa, but he just wasnโ€™t very mature. I liked Francine well enough, even all the โ€œquirksโ€ that bugged Ollie and the others. I just donโ€™t feel their romance worked as he didnโ€™t respect her enough for so long. It was like the excuse boys pick on girls because they like them, not because theyโ€™re simply bullies.

The pacing was also a little slow with not much build. The climax wasnโ€™t as crazy as I anticipated but at the same time was oddly predictable once the โ€œtwistโ€ from left field was made known to us. I will reiterate that this story isnโ€™t just for Chinese Americans or Chinese Vietnamese (which holds a dear spot in my heart). Thereโ€™s lots that can be learned from such an intimate look at filial duties and family dynamic here, however, what propels you to finish it may be stronger if there is more of a personal connection like there is with me.